Even into adulthood, SZA has had doubts when it comes to what she wears, and it stems from her upbringing. As a child, growing up Muslim meant "super modest" clothing and "lots of overalls and bucket hats," she said, via Coveteur. But, now, it's led to her being unsure of wearing something she would have previously worn.
Accordion to The Guardian, SZA was terrified of the world knowing that she's Muslim, a fear that was only exasperated by the September 11 terrorist attacks in 2001. "I stopped covering after 9/11 because I was so scared," she said. "This was like elementary school, middle school. I regret so much — like being afraid or caring what people said about me."
SZA explained that she started wearing hijabs again in high school, but she often felt judged and like she wasn't "devout enough" to wear one — something that people in school would often tell her.
But, now, after confidently embracing her Muslim identity and allowing her hijab to make her feel confident and beautiful, the "Good Days" singer wears her covering when she can. "We played [shows] in Malaysia and Indonesia and it was really comforting to be able to cover up for the show," SZA said. "I always go back and forth about [wearing a hijab] like, should I cover? Because I don't want to be a part-time covered."
Ultimately, the choice is up to her — just as it should be.
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